Hello to the RZIM community.
Where are you from?
I am from Calgary Alberta Canada.
What led you to join Connect?
To seek the Lord and discover where he wants me.
How do you hope to contribute?
Not sure what I have to contribute.
I have spent the greater part of my life running away from God.
When I became a Christian in my 20’s. I experienced what I assumed every believer experienced. It wasn’t until much later the I discovered that was not the case.
I had individuals in two different countries pray over me and told me God had a mighty ministry.
That scared the life out of me. At the time my marriage was dead and I was in the middle of an affair.
I thought how could God ever use me they obviously meant those words for someone else not me.
I ran away from God both from shame and guilt.
Now as I approach 70 I have no more fight left in me. I have surrendered to God and have humbly come to him to use me as he will. Not sure what that is but willing. Maybe he will reveal before I die what if any my ministry is.
I do know I need to be vulnerable and real. No more mask no more being tough I can do it on my own person.
I know I am nothing without my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. The potter can take this shattered vessel and create something beautiful. Even if I don’t believe it or deserve his love and grace. I stand on faith to see what happens.