I’m Albin from India.
I heard your testimony, and it was amazing how the Lord saved you and your household through you (Acts 16:34).
I too have been seeking the Lord for my Salvation and whenever I hear any testimony, I long to have one of my own.
I’ve been struggling with a lot of Unbelief
that God is not willing and neither is going to Save me, especially when I look around at the fact of so many people are lost and troubling scriptures like-
Luke 13:24 “Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able”
Matthew 7:13 "“Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it”
And every day, I struggle with Unbelief. This verse is perfectly fitting in my case:
“Take heed, brethren, lest there be in any of you an evil heart of unbelief, in departing from the living God.”
And when verses like Jam 1:6 — Jam 1:8, come to my mind, it feels even more heavy.
God has pointed to me that I must submit to Him, but it seems impossible, to do on my own without God’s Grace, cuz ultimately, it’s He who does.
I do struggle with different kinds of distractions at times, in seeking the Lord, Luke 10:41, John 5:44, etc.
Could you advise how could I overcome my Unbelief and put my Trust in the Lord.