During my time in the Kibbutz, I have been partnered and roomating with a colleague who, although is 20, is a bit of a man child, and thinks he can do whatever he wants (like having sex with his girlfriend whilst I sleep in the same room), and thinks he can get away with it.
I keep praying to God for two things:
To help me get out of this mess NOW, and move me some place else.
If not that then to just give me the strength to do His will, but if path one is possible, then please provide.
In truth, I want path 1, not path 2. And to be honest, the girl that I really like might be the same one that slept with my colleague. I understand that if this is what God uses to make me towards becoming like Christ, but it hurts emotionally like hell.
I’ve tried sorting this out with the Kibbutz head, but because he’s volunteering longer she can’t do anything. I pray to God for justice and to help me, but I don’t feel like I can deal with it.