Hi everyone my name is Jonathan, I’m 41, married with two young children and live in the UK.
Although I’ve spent my childhood up until the age of 18 being forced to go to church and Sunday school I feel like I’ve only just discovered the truth. I’m at the beginning and don’t know what’s going to happen next. I believe in Jesus and want to give my life to him but don’t know exactly what that means and have asked God to show me how to trust him with that. I am fearful though that I’m not going to make it. Again I’m praying daily for help with this fear. I’m tired now and just want to feel free.
I’m currently reading the bible daily and watching/listening to youtubes and rzim to learn as much as possible. My first objective is to hopefully be able to compellingly introduce the truth to my wife and children. I pray daily that Jesus will prepare a place for us and that is selfishly the thing I want the most from this life.
Anyway thanks for reading my introduction. I will be posting some of my fears on here in the near future and hopefully someone will have the time to share some useful advice with me.
Thanks for your time.