I have social anxiety and possibly PTSD from childhood abuse. There are times that I’ve tried medication and it doesn’t seem to work. I honestly don’t want to be on meds but if they could help me I would keep an open mind. Things are really hard because social anxiety keeps me from building connections with people and also keeps me from leaving my home.
I feel scared all the time and always on edge. It gets exhausting living this way and its very draining. There are times I look outside my window and wish I could just go on a walk while the sun is shinning. But my fears won’t let me. I wish I could work and be independent like other adults but I can’t get control over the fear. I’ve read scripture, tried fasting, and I’m in counselling.
I feel like none of it is working and maybe I’m just stuck this way.