Dear Barbara, this is exactly my fear or shall I say, the experience I have had many times. Actually almost always the things I understand about these most important topics I try to tell to others come out of my mouth in a way even I would never understand them if I heard them coming from someone else. I tell myself then I am not an apologetic and the gift of speaking is not the one that Holy Spirit gave me.
I do feel lost about it sometimes and not because I am a poor debater. Mostly because I want to share the Truth to others but am just too clumsy with words to do that properly. My fear then is that my life is not a life of a christian so people don’t see me as one and that is why my mouth speaks what my life does not show.
Hope this came out somewhat clearer than it looks. I am bad at words as you can see.
@Luna You should not fear exploring other opinions. I actually found out (as many did before me) that Jesus is the Truth through that. So no fear in other world views. If you seek the Lord, you will find the truth and if you’re afraid of losing Him because you might find something more true I can tell you don’t be! He is the Truth and that is one of the foundations of the whole creation, so no worries.
Any way you turn this, seek the Truth and you will find the Lord or seek the Lord and you will find the Truth. It’s as simple as that!