The video that stood out the most was Why I Believe Jesus - Ravi Zacharias. I was at a point where I believed that every religion is just socially conditioned and I was losing my fire.
I just thought I was a Christian because I had been socialized into it and I was not certain about my own faith.
But Ravi explained how Christianity answers the 4 questions of Origin, Purpose, Morality and destiny in ways I never imagined. I also watched videos in which he explains his experiences in the East and how the other religious texts like the quran are fundamentally flawed. This has massively changed my thinking and a lot of scripture that did not make sense to me now does.
What I can say is that I had fallen into the trap of feeding my mind with worldly ideas and concepts of relativity and subjectivity and my own mind was my problem. It had led me to a point where believe I had existential anxiety. but God gave me purpose and I am strong as ever in my walk. I will share my testimony in a much more structured way soon.